random thoughts on random things.... by underoath fan

Monday, July 30, 2007

lets seee..... study. that's what they all say. study. as if it is so easy. if studying was easier than playing guitar i'll study. but its not. its a pain in the ass. we all know that. so why are we even pushed to study. damn this society where little kids with pieces of laminated paper that says As or whatnot are placed in high regard. dont get me wrong i'm not saying i dont feel loved by my parents or something. but look at society. if one goes to ITE people look at you differently. damn this. i dont want to grow up. i dont want to work and do whatever shit that is needed. i just want to sit down and play guitar. but i cant. so what am i supposed to do??? work my ass off now and pass N levels get to sec5 and do the stupid Os then get to where-ever i want. heh if a certain person after Os says "oh i spoke too fast you MUST get your ass into a good course" i swear i will scream. loudly. i feel like just being a freaking 'who gives a shit about school' like my other classmates that smoke every other time when i'm in the toilet.

on the other hand escaping is not the right option too right. so WTH am i supposed to do. damn.

ps. if you dont like the language used here. too bad. dont read.

i wrote this at 7/30/2007 08:49:00 PM

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