random thoughts on random things.... by underoath fan

Sunday, September 03, 2006

i never hungout with the 'cool' kids. i used to try that in primary school heck everyone seeks acceptance to a certian level. but things have changed. i place my acceptance some where else. in God. He's the ultimate friend. when i really feel scared i the dark(yes i'm afarid of the dark. and if you think you being not afarid of the dark is more man than me you are one sad kid. i dun need to prove my manhood to you.)now i realise i drift around. i dun have much of a social cricle. i eat with the same bunch of dudes. have been for the last few years. we hangput and talk shit. not much just shit. i dun really go to a personal level with them... i dunno if the sec 3 guys go on a personal level with each other. cuz most of the time they go out the dont call me. i dunno why but i dun really care. i need money for other things right now. i think some of the people around me should really figure out where their identity is right now man. they hangout together and stuff. hmmm i got this really bad things to say about certian people both male and female on what i really think they are but i'm not going to say. if i do people will start hating me. i dunno lah. we got darn weird bunch of sec 3s. i myself i think is the most werid one. i dun even know anything about myself i dunno what's really me and what's not. so who am i to judge others?...

i wrote this at 9/03/2006 10:54:00 PM

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